I was struggling on what I was going to post for a while now but I thought I would do 'What I want to do after A-levels', as you can guess by the title of this post!
Yes I'm currently taking my A-levels and loads of people, mainly my family want to know what I want to as a job or what I want to do. I have never wanted to go to uni one bit! It just doesn't appeal to me at all and there's no courses I want to take anyway.
From a very young age I pretend to be the 'Heading act' at my own concerts and use my bed as a stage. So deep down in my heart I've always wanted to be a singer; selling out areas, touring the world, selling millions of records and meeting and doing things for 'My fans'. Although and this is a Big although, I have stage fright and its so annoying!
Stage fright, where to start, it's probably the most annoying thing in the world for me! Don't get me wrong I want to do all the things that a singer/songwriter does and possible even more, like I would move heaven and earth to meet 'my fans' and spend time with those people even if its just a few moments, its just that I'm so scared. Some of my friends have told me that I can sing, but I think they are lying. In my opinion the worst thing someone could do is give me false hope! I don't have a voice, in my ears, like Demi Lovato or Ariana Grande, and trust me I know that, but I think if I get the right people to help me on my voice it could make it ten times better than it is now! I have posted one cover on Vine, a 'Six second cover' 5 seconds of Summer's - She Looks So Prefect! To gradually help me get over this...
Sorry if you found this boring but I needed to get it off my chest so I can move on with my life and get over my stage fright!
Victoria Alice. xo